Whoa! This week has been so busy! I don't think I've ever worked so hard on my mission! Tuesday we were fasting and had appointments and lessons from 8 in the morning until 9 at night! It was never ending miracles! We met new people to teach and were able to have such powerful lessons with people that we love! We were able to visit a woman from Cancun that a member is friends with and she was so awesome! We're hoping to see her again this week! We were leaving her neighborhood to another appointment and drove past a whole street of Dr Seuss paintings on the road walls, I was freaking out! My childhood all on one street!
We were able to visit a woman we had met the week
before and as we were teaching her and her family, it started raining REALLY
hard but the spirit was so strong as they intently listened to us share the
message of how God restored a prophet and all of His truth to the earth. The
even cooler thin about that appointment was at the beginning the father said
the prayer and it was way intense and the spirit definitely was not there and
his daughter was in the kitchen on her phone not even paying attention to what
he was saying- well we all felt prompted to sing after his prayer so we sang
"More Holiness Give Me" and within the first verse their daughter
came into the living room and sat beside us and we all just felt this
overwhelming peace. The power of hymns is real my friends. We also knocked on
one of their neighbor's doors and met Adrian and he is super cool! We taught
his mom a few days later and they are so excited to read the BOM! Adrian's
little sister Daisy is super shy and never talks when we ask her questions but
she always gives us the biggest hugs when we come and go and won't let go of us
for like 20 seconds! I love that family! Tuesday was a true example to me of
how powerful our fasts can be when we have a purpose and what we can do and
accomplish when The Lord sees that we're doing our best and blesses us. Also,
we taught a woman that day who said that she doesn't feel comfortable in any
church she's been to and at this point she doesn't know where she needs to be
with her kids- I was able to share my grandmother's conversion story with her,
about how she prayed and prayed to know what church to raise her boys in and
had the missionaries knock on her door, and knew that it was her answer and
that she had found Christ's true church. I was able to testify to Carminia that
God has a place for her, that He has His true church on the earth. It was a
very special experience. That night we taught our two favorite people Jose and
Flor and had so much fun bc they literally tried to feed us everything in their
kitchen, including Abuelita and pan, which I was more than happy to accept!
Flor doesn't work Sunday and said she would come to church-yay!
Wednesday was a fun District Meeting and even though we
have a lot of new faces this transfer, I really love my district. Later that
day we had a crazy thing happen. We had a member call us, Francis- he's a
little intense, and ask us to take him to the front office of some apartments
he wants to move into so we could translate for him because he only speaks Spanish.
Well as we're getting out of our car we see one of our investigators that we
haven't seen in forever get home from work and so we went to see him after we
helped our friend and not only was he home finally, but he immediately let us
in! We taught the restoration and it was a really neat experience. His name is
Jose and he's a single dad of the cutest little girl and needs the gospel. We
had an incredible lesson later that night with Alex, one of our member's sons,
who wasn't interested in the gospel before. When we first met him, he said he
didn't believe in God, and then this past week he's begun praying and reading
and has a belief in God now! It is so neat to see such an incredible change in
him!
Thursday was a pretty intense day. That morning we got a
text from Carminia saying that she felt like she didn't need to meet with us
anymore because not everything matches up to what she was taught in her last
church. My heart was so sad because just two days earlier we read the Book Of Mormon together
after I shared my grandmother's experience and when we were done she told us
that she felt like God was speaking to her whenever she read the Book of
Mormon. It's hard to understand sometimes just how tricky the adversary us and
how hard he will work on people to make them feel like this isn't God's true
church- even after they've received witnesses that it is. He's such a tricky
guy that Satan! Carminia said we could come see her one more time, tomorrow, so
keep her in your prayers! That night we split up with Hermana Santiago and her
daughter Mayra. Hermana Schmit and Hernana Torres went off with Mayra and I was all by
myself with Hermana Santiago. It was super weird not being with my
companions and Hermana Santiago is so cute and little but she's a little
intimidating! (Now I know how people feel when they meet me!) Well, it didn't
help that all of our appointments fell through and that the less active we went to see
ran in her house when we pulled up and hid- even though her toddler son was
still out by himself! But we ended up talking with a woman we had met before.
Patricia. Paty, and Hermana Santiago totally hit it off and I
just felt like the odd man out. I tried sharing something about the gospel and
Hermana cut me off and said what I wanted to say because she didn't feel like I could
express myself well enough in Spanish I guess :/ well, I almost started to cry,
feeling like Hermana had no faith in me and my ability to teach, and I even thought
to myself that I should just walk away and cry in the car. BUT, that is not
what Christ would do. I sucked up my pride and prayed to Heavenly Father to
please make my hurt feelings better and help me to know what I could do to
bring the Spirit to Paty before we left. I didn't get to participate in anymore
of the conversation but before we left I felt like I needed to sing a song.
So I pulled out my iPad and looked up "Asombro Me Da" (I Stand All Amazed) and Hermana Santiago gave me a weird look when I told her we were going to sing but as we sang, I noticed Paty put her head down and started wiping her eyes, then my eyes started to fill with tears and you could just feel the love of our Savior so strongly in the room. I promised Paty that the things that we teach will help her to always have that feeling of love in her home and she asked us to come back this Wednesday. I am so grateful for the Lord's help that evening and that I was still able to be used as an instrument in His hand in the way that I could. Once again, the power of hymns is real.
So I pulled out my iPad and looked up "Asombro Me Da" (I Stand All Amazed) and Hermana Santiago gave me a weird look when I told her we were going to sing but as we sang, I noticed Paty put her head down and started wiping her eyes, then my eyes started to fill with tears and you could just feel the love of our Savior so strongly in the room. I promised Paty that the things that we teach will help her to always have that feeling of love in her home and she asked us to come back this Wednesday. I am so grateful for the Lord's help that evening and that I was still able to be used as an instrument in His hand in the way that I could. Once again, the power of hymns is real.
We had a trainer/trainee meeting on Friday with President
and Sister Andersen and the APs (assistants to the Mission President) and it was so fun! We separated as trainers and
trainees and I was so grateful because at one point they ask us what we're
struggling with as a trainer and Hermana Schmit and I couldn't think of one thing!
Hermana Torres is perfect! I love that Hermana so much!
Before we left, I was taking to my cute missionary friend
Sister King and my heart began to break as I realized that it would be the last
time that I would see her as a missionary :( I HATE goodbyes! We had a fun
Friday night teaching- especially teaching a referral from the Elders, Victor.
He used to be heavy into drugs and almost died, he's only 20 and is really
changing his life around. He introduced us to his older brother Marco who is
mentally challenged and I felt so honored to meet him. It has become even
clearer to me on my mission how special handicapped people are and how they are
truly the most valiant and pure in heart spirits.
Saturday was great- started out at the Pantry again and I
just love how everyone is like our family now. There's a huge black guy named
Hockett who did time for like 8 years but he's the biggest teddy bear!
He always tells us that he's got our back and him and a
Jay call me "Sweet 16" because they can't believe I'm as old as I am. I love how
everyone in the Pantry, those who are serving and those who are being served,
are just trying to be better and have better lives. It's so amazing to see
people for who they can become. There is a man who used to live under the
bridge and go to the pantry for food every week, he was a musician and played
on the streets. Well someone from Sweden was visiting and liked his stuff and
now he's in Sweden playing sold out concerts! I love that we all have the
ability to change and be the people we want to be. Dreams really can come true!
After we finished helping at the pantry, we walked over to McDonalds with out friend
Jay who also just got out if prison. We've been teaching him a little but for the
past few weeks here and there and we sat down and talked about the plan of
salvation. He had so many good questions and has a true desire to change. He
said he knows that what we teach is true purely because of the examples that we
are and the way he feels when he sees us, he said he just sees light whenever
we enter the pantry- that was a really powerful thing to hear. He decided to
get baptized on July 5th and we are so excited for him!! He really has such a
humble and good heart. We had a sweet lesson with Elvin that night as well and
planned on fasting with him the next day together to help him feel more
prepared for baptism and have a date set.
Sunday was such an incredible day! Our hard work payed
off and a lot of our friends came to church with us! Flor was there and loved
every second of it! She was just beaming and some already knew some of the
members! Elvin also came and brought a friend. The biggest miracle was that
Alex Javier came- the member's son- and everyone was like "whoa!
How did you get him here?" And we just explained
that we started teaching him and he wanted to come himself! I guess he's been
super against the church in the past. We feel so lucky that we get to teach him
now! We had such a fun time at a Father's Day lunch with our ward mission
leader and his family- the Linares'- and the Requelmes. They are so much fun
and Hna Linares taught us how to make Papusas from El Salvador and Hna Requelme
made this incredible chicken pie from Chile.
I ate so much that I literally felt like I was going to
burst! We went to the going away dinner later that night for Nestor who's
leaving for his mission to st George Utah. We have been kind of teaching one of
his best friends on Facebook and were able to teach him about Joseph Smith's
first vision in the chapel after the dinner, it was a really neat experience.
Welp, if you're wondering why I write so much- it's
because I don't write in my journal- this practically is my journal! Last week
was incredible and I finally feel like I'm putting all of my heart and soul
into the Lord's work here. I'm going to keep working like there's no end. It's
the only way I don't break down and cry every second. I love my mission with
every piece of my heart and have never been so grateful for anything in my
life. I am excited to see what miracles await us these next 4 weeks and how
much more I will change to be the best person I can be.
I love all of you. I hope you know that!
Hermana Knight
*** P.S. If anyone wants to write me, now is your chance! Time is
running out!
If you told me you would write me but haven't yet- you
have one more month!!!
Hermana Haley Knight
6430 Charlotte Pike
Apt 410
Nashville, TN
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